Dec 27 2008
A Tainted Memory of the Recent Past
I gaze into her hazelnut eyes, a moment in time where everything else, the noise, the problems, the world, are turned into dust and forced to float off into the oblivion much like pollen drifts away in the wind. Words cannot be found and the feeling cannot be defined for perfection is tainted by this imperfect language. Nothing in this world can even brush upon the depth, the power, or the intensity of such a moment. Two people combined into one soul working together as an individual rather than separate entities, and working for nothing but pure bliss.
The word “love” lingers in the air and dances throughout my eardrums. I feel my body shake as it is sent through pure ecstasy; not pleasure, nor lust, but total and complete ecstasy. I feel as my mind withstands a transformation, my past, my regrets, my pain all become nothing more than prior experiences with no true importance. It is forgotten and forgiven. Nothing else matters but now, but this, but her…
The tide of an ocean washes in and carries off the shells which have been beached in my sand for too long. I watch in my mind as they are swept away past the white wash and crashing waves, never to be seen again. The ebb and flow of the water casts out a euphoric tone, the repetition and constancy harmonize with the surrounding universe as it is carried on through the abyss.
A quiet “I love you” encircles our bodies and carries away my soul. For a moment in time, all is right in the world. I’ve never felt so in love.
